I've been itching to get back to you! Hello I;m still here and I've missed you all terribly.

Today is one month since I was diagnosed with a brain tumor. We didn't realise the gravity of the situation immediately. Now we do. Yesterday was a big turning point for me. I don't know why maybe one day I'll fine out. Friday night I thought I was going to die. I really did. I wasn;t gravely ill, I was just ready to go. NEVER AGAIN.

I woke up on Saturday morning and saw the sun coming up and thought 'I'm not allows to choose'

So I got up and saw a lovely family that came to visit me with renewed vigor.

No-one thinks I'm going to die so why should i?

I had a wet shave (which is very unusual for me) and decided that everything I do I'll do it better. I'll do it with so much vigor and energy that this tumor can't stop us.

I'm unstoppable.

No more talk of death and no more thoughts of death.