Well, today was easy by all accounts! I'm feeling so much better anyway which is good. I can wear my contact lenses and I'm not as dizzy by far and I can run up the stairs! So, at the hospital I met the team that would be doing all the zapping. I had to lie on a table and fit into my mask (which is attached to the table under the machine) They measured me up with lasers so that the machine would get the right bits when it actually starts radiotherapy for real tomorrow. I'm a bit nervous but I'm taking it that I'm on a journey to getting better and I simply have to do this. When I first saw the machine I really was scared but I've decided that he is my friend and he is going to help me! So, I'm allowed to take a cd in a listen to music when I'm getting zapped. I'm the only one listening to it so I can really not mind what is on it. The cd is called ' The machine is my friend' and it starts with Dreadlock Holiday by 10cc. I've been told my hair will fall out in places so one day me and Jeanette will go for dreadlocks and it will be on holiday! I start tomorrow.....!

Love

Ali