Bonjour everyone!

We're so excited! I feel fine today and not too tired. I think it's a mental thing as well because I've made a conscious effort today to get up and do things. I've made the tea a couple of times and I made dinner. It's nearly 5pm and I've not been for a sleep yet. Don't worry anyone, the moment I feel tired I have no choice - bed. It's weird, my body just sort of gives in and Says 'Whoa down there Ali Bedtime!'

We've got this far and I feel that with everyone collective help we've overcome the radiotherapy and pretty much beaten it. I'm probably speaking too soon as it will come back and whack me when it wants. I suppose it was always there to help me but oh my, it takes it out of you!

Jeanette and I are now coming to terms with the future. We went for a lovely walk today and talked things through. It was tough actually because we're no nearer to knowing about our future. I know that no-one knows what the future holds but at least everyone else has it roughly planned out. I'm not complaining, I'm just saying that we need a bit of time and a lot more walks to fathom this one. I don't know where I'll be in the next few years which obviously affects Jeanette, Cor, now that's a tough one. We'll battle through but in fact today was harder than we thought it was going to be.
Never mind, we'll fight the good fight.
Love
Ali